Reflections
I have broken my reflection into three pieces; two short reflections on the artists Euan Uglow and Avigdor Arikha, and a longer essay called ‘The Emergent Life of Objects’ which explores the lives of the subjects of my paintings with the help of a few texts. Afterwards, I reflect on my next steps.
On Euan Uglow
“Drawing is the most immediate way of making your ideas, sensations, and information explicit.”
Euan Uglow is well known for his precise, measured paintings and drawings. I say this because these words; ‘precise’ and ‘measured’ are used in every article, review and opinion piece about his work, but when I first saw his paintings as an undergraduate student the words I would have used would be closer to passionate, loving. When I first saw his paintings I didn't know anything about his practice; the measurement marks he would make on his still lives or models or the years he would spend on a single painting. He is extremely disciplined in his approach to observational painting; he wants to pick out every bit of information he can, and faithfully represent it. His life was similarly disciplined; he structured each week the same way, painting in the morning, drawing at night, teaching on Fridays, playing ping pong on Wednesdays. It is clear that Uglow valued discipline beyond just a tool, and perhaps thought of it as a virtue(The Art Digger, 2021).
‘Is it a Tart or is it Ayres Rock?’, 1998, Oil on Panel
Modern visions of dystopia or oppression are often policed by excessively disciplined authority figures. 1984, V for Vendetta, The Matrix all feature a strict police force and, at least in the first two, a strict regulation of schedule. In all of these examples it takes a creative individual to break from structure and see beyond the routine. It may appear from these stories that discipline is antithetical to vision, or insight, and synonymous with mindlessness. I think a lot of artists have been inspired by this line of reasoning and forsake discipline in the pursuit of disruption and emotion. But why did I feel passion from Uglow’s calculated paintings?
‘Two Pears’, 1990, Oil on Canvas
Uglow’s discipline allowed him to go beyond himself. His devotion to the subject, the truth of what was right in front of him allowed him to go somewhere new, to see farther than he otherwise would have. Insight follows directly from discipline. I think even disruption follows from discipline in the same way. Sometimes we have to understand what is right in front of us in order to disprove the stories we are being told, and sometimes what is right in front of us is all we have.
Peter Dreher painted over 2,500 paintings, all identical, of a glass of water (half full). Is this an example of discipline? A performance of discipline? I have not seen these works in person, but I am more curious to understand what value Dreher draws from his work than I am to see the work. In an interview with BOMB magazine, Dreher says that “What I wanted to do was to show that I have a great desire to paint”(Dreher, 1996). I think this gives us partial insight into what is happening when he paints the glass; I think the point is that he would stop if he did not enjoy sitting down to paint it. There may be a lot more an object can tell us than its literal information, and Dreher enjoys the conversation. Uglow’s paintings likewise carry much more value than the measurements he makes, he uses precision and discipline as a means to listen, but the subjects have a lot more to say than just proportions and colors.
On Avigdor Arikha
Avigdor Arikha made an interesting transition from abstraction to representation at a time when abstraction, and specifically abstract expressionism was becoming a dominant trend in painting. He had developed a name for himself in Israel in the late 1950’s and 60’s as an abstract painter, but reportedly gave it all up for representation in one night after viewing an exhibition of Caravaggio at the Louvre titled ‘Le Caravage et la peinture italienne du XVIIe siècle’(Finkel, 2020).
The inspiration is hard to see in Arikha’s subsequent still lives and self-portraits, the paintings that initially caught my attention. Although some of his monochromatic work is high in contrast, there is an absence of dramatic light characteristic in Caravaggio’s work that would have been shown at the Louvre. Without a definitive light source, and no graphic cast shadows, Arikha’s still lives can feel at first more ordinary, maybe more modern, and certainly less staged. It feels as if he was painting as a means of documenting his daily life. His compositions are often off centre, adding to the sense of ‘off the cuff’. In ‘The Red Umbrella’(1973)(Oil on Canvas) pictured here the titular umbrella is left of centre, leaving the door to take up the majority of the space. The door however is not fully shown. A cast shadow lining the left side of the painting tells us there is some large object casting it, but we do not know what that is.
‘The Red Umbrella’, 1973, Oil on Canvas
‘Untitled, 1976, Oil on Canvas
The umbrella leans comfortably against the wall. All of this tells us that the scene is not staged, and the composition a cut-out of the larger context of a domestic ecosystem. The other painting I have included, ‘Untitled’ shows an undershirt and two red slippers. I chose to include this painting because it is characteristic of a lot of his still lives. The subjects are laid out on a table or the ground, and viewed from a steep angle. This composition poses a few challenges to a painter, in that there are no strong vertical or horizontal lines to establish a space, and no cast shadows; the light seems to be coming from overhead. Compared to a Caravaggio, where the light source is explicit and gives clear shape to the contours of his subjects, Arikha’s objects feel naked, without make-up.
I admire these works because the subjects are dirty, worn and unstaged. As a viewer I feel like this painting is showing us a moment in time of the life of these subjects. The figures of Caravaggio seem to exist for the purpose of being in a painting, where Arikha’s subjects have many possible futures, and many possible past lives.
The Emergent Life of Objects
“Perhaps we are here in order to say: house, bridge, fountain, gate, pitcher, fruit tree, window … but to say them … more intensely than the Things themselves ever dreamed of existing”
‘Toad Lof’, 2024, Oil on Canvas
‘Fox Balloon’, 2024, Digital Photograph
Kwakiutl Copper, Courtesy of Bard College
I tend to paint still lives almost as if they were portraits; I situate a single object centered in the composition and light it in a clear way. The objects often are ‘facing’ me, the painter. If the subject is a dustpan my view is perpendicular to the face of it, and the same goes for the windows I have painted. I can’t say I began this habit intentionally, I can say I wanted to understand what I was looking at, to shine a light on it and mine information from it.
Portraiture often asks the viewer to consider the life of the subject; clothes and accessories give us historical context and might let us know the subject’s occupation, social status and sense of style. If the subject is nude, we look for meaning in their expression and gesture, has something just happened to them? Are they doing something regular, are they aware that they are being made into a portrait? Some of these questions apply to my subjects, for example a window dressed with curtains which might tell us if it comes from a wealthy family. The window might be covered in cardboard, which tells us it is useless, jobless. A cucumber might be sliced into pieces, telling us it has given itself to larger projects (a sandwich). If my painting features nude objects, a viewer would have to look at the gesture; is the object leaning lackadaisically? Is it where it is ‘supposed’ to be? The subjects of my staged still lives, I think, know that they are being painted because they are plucked from their environment and placed in front of me. An interior would be the opposite, objects going about their daily lives unaware they are being painted. Whenever I am painting an object, I am only with it for a short period of time, whatever its context. Below I look at the texts ‘The Gift’ and ‘Spacecraft’ to understand the objects’ life outside of modelling.
‘Portrait of a Post’, 2024, Digital Photograph
“An essential portion of any artist’s labor is not creation so much as invocation. Part of the work cannot have this gift except, perhaps, by supplication, by courting, by creating within ourselves that ‘begging bowl’ to which the gift is drawn”
In the opening chapters of “The Gift: Imagination and the Erotic Life of Property” Lewis Hyde argues that the gift giving practice causes the actual gifts to increase in value. Their circulation endows them with a higher value in a reverse mechanics of the capitalist market principles of abundance and scarcity. The gift, Hyde explains, is in a sense ‘alive’ because it does not have a fixed monetary value such as two pounds fifty, and gains value as it ages; “The distinction -alive/inert- is not always useful, in fact, because even when a gift is not alive it is treated as if it were, and whatever we treat as living begins to take on life”(Hyde, 1983, p. 25). As the title of the book suggests, property is alive because it is erotic, or shared between people. In an example Hyde provides, the Kwakiutl tribes of northwest America would gift copper pendants to each other at potlatches. In return blankets, pelts, oils and other items would be given. The pendants would accumulate a history of what was given in return, and these histories were often recounted at potlatches. In the spirit of the potlatch, the most recent return value would be given along with an additional ‘gift’ amount, i.e. a few hundred blankets. As the pendants circulated they would grow in value. This value, however, was not just measured by what was returned. The current owner of a pendant would sometimes break it into pieces, a respected act of non-ownership. The copper pieces would be sewn back together and the next time it was given as a gift the return would be much larger(Hyde, 1983). The face of the pendant would display its history, and would be revered because of this.
This inherited value is related to painting in a few different ways. The first is that, as an observational painter, I am always looking for how an object might have been broken, the way the Kwatkiutl’s copper pendants were. An object might not literally be ‘broken’ but simply made inconsistent from its mould by the hands it has passed through. A worn down step or window frame painted over by numerous tenants are two examples of objects that are no longer in the shape the manufacturer intended. The painter is able to draw value out of these blemishes. A loaf of bread loses value as soon as it is cut open, but to a painter the inside of the bread provides new colour and tone. The ‘portrait’ of the bread also becomes new, the bread is prepared for use, and its gesture reads differently. The painter instinctually finds value in the ‘cracks’ of their subject that can only be found through the type of observation that a painter practices. The painting as an object can be viewed as the repaired copper pendant; the artist sees the subject and wants to put it together in a composition to be passed on to the viewer or owner of the painting, in this way participating in the gift giving cycle by giving more than they receive.
The second way that value is inherited in painting is the value the painter receives. In the second half of “The Gift” Hyde relates his anthropological study to the practice of art in general: “An essential portion of any artist’s labor is not creation so much as invocation. Part of the work cannot have this gift except, perhaps, by supplication, by courting, by creating within ourselves that ‘begging bowl’ to which the gift is drawn.”(Hyde, 1983, p. 143)
How does a painter create this “begging bowl”? To whom does the painter court? A perfect example is Euan Uglow, who spent endless hours measuring a stalk of broccoli until it began to rot, studied a toothbrush for days, and worked on a single painting for years(The Art Digger, 2021). Uglow is courting his subjects, but also the practice of painting. He spends his time devoted to understanding his subjects, but his paintings are not valuable because they are perfectly rendered, there is some other value between the measurements and labour. He places his ‘begging bowl’ at the feet of this practice and some surplus value is given, the painting is worth more than the sum of the measurements he took and the time he spent. I think this is what Rilke means when, in his poem ‘Ninth Duino Elegy’ he says we are here
“But to say them, you must understand,
oh to say them more intensely than the Things themselves”(Rilke, 1922)
The ‘Things’ being “house, bridge, fountain, gate, pitcher, fruit-tree, window”; ordinary ‘Things’ we pass by everyday. Rilke has capitalised ‘Things’, because they are alive, they grow and accumulate and break just like we do. These objects are alive because they pass through our hands and carry a surplus value that we as artists are able to give them. It goes both ways; as artists, our “begging bowl” is filled by our relationship with the object, and the object is given autonomy by its circulation in the gift cycle.
It is important to mention that an object might not be a vase or loaf of bread that one can hold in one’s hand. It could be an idea, a landscape or anything that might pass from one person to another. I started to think about objects in this more general sense after reading Timothy Morton’s ‘All Art is Ecological’ and ‘Spacecraft’ (the second is a book in his series ‘Object Lessons’, each book focusing on a different object). A painting is an object, but so are the brushstrokes, the composition and the feeling of completion. Morton is a proponent of a school of thought called ‘Object Oriented Ontology’ or ‘OOO’, which considers objects as autonomous beings and endeavors to understand how they exist. Morton summarizes:
“OOO tells you that if a thing exists, it exists in such a way that nothing, not even that thing itself, can fully grasp, access, affect or otherwise influence it.”(Morton, 2022, p. 11)
Following this line of thought, when we paint an object, we really can think of it like a portrait, the painting is just a new object representing the subject of the painting, and the object lives on in its own right. We have shared a conversation with the object. The same way you might tell your friend an idea and he remains the same friend, but with a new idea, we pass along this object with our own ideas embedded. The object is autonomous and gives something to us as well, it gives us an idea, the gift artists often refer to as ‘inspiration’.
The second chapter in Morton’s ‘Spacecraft’, titled ‘Garbage’ discusses the idea of a dirty spacecraft (drawing from the example of Star Wars’ Millennium Falcon):
“The dirty spacecraft isn’t just an indicator that it came from a past we can’t access, quite thrilling above and beyond the realist aesthetic, the “gritty” realism as we like to say. The dirty spaceship lets you know that there could be an unpredictable future.”(Morton, 2022, p. 34)
This insight sheds new light on the broken copper pendants of the Kwakiutl; the pendants carry the past and the future with them. They are more valuable because they are broken, used up. The broken object is a vessel that contains the past and the possibility of a future, the way the Millennium Falcon might carry us into any number of futures. Morton compares the dirty spacecraft to the spotless spaceships of ‘2001: A Space Odyssey’ and other sci-fi movies, which represent a static, even authoritarian future. The broken object, the sidelined object, the garbage, all contain a value as they relate to us; they are ‘dirty’ because we have used them. The blemishes of an object tell us that it might not have just one use in the future, it has a spectrum of possible futures, something like having choice. The Kwakiutl impulse to break the pendant emphasizes an important aspect of gift giving; we have to use the gift for it to be a gift, otherwise it is currency, or a possession left to die in storage, and it will have only one possible future.
Brixton Bike Depot, 2024, Digital Photograph
Objects on their own of course are not alive in that they do not self-replicate and do not change their environment if left alone, but we do not have to look at objects as isolated. In fact, as painters we can’t do this. We have to consider the light that hits them, the ‘cracks’ in them and, most importantly, our own relation to them. Similarly, we cannot think of individual atoms as alive and we cannot apply the theories of evolution or social structure to them. If we are thinking on the scale of humans, we have to course-grain our picture and ignore atoms in favour of cells, organs, and other objects which we call life. There are different rules at different scales; there are not many biologists using particle physics to understand why snakes evolved. This idea is called emergence and it is somewhat of a frontier in the scientific community as there is not a unanimous procedure outlined to tell us when it is happening . For my purposes, I think it is enough to understand that what I am painting is part of a whole, and I have to consider the whole as alive, where the part might just be an object.
Rather than a course-graining of space, I think that the life of an object emerges from a course-graining of time. The ‘whole’ is an objects past and future, the ‘part’ is the day I spend painting it. The copper pendants of the Kwakiutl became alive as they passed from hand to hand, and collected a history. The Millennium Falcon is alive because it is dirty, it has also collected a history, and represents a future. More than a life lived, however, these objects represent the hands they have passed through. As Hyde puts it:
“When gifts circulate within a group, their commerce leaves a series of interconnected relationships in its wake, and a kind of decentralized cohesiveness emerges”(Hyde, 1983, p. xiv)
Painting is one more relationship, this time between the object itself and the painter. Our “begging bowl” is filled (if we are lucky) by observing the object, and the object inherits a new chapter in its life.
Wilson Road Light Bulb, 2024, Digital Photograph
‘Neighbor’s Window’, 2024, Digital Photograph
Looking Forward
I would like to briefly discuss here how these ideas influence my artistic practice. My current practice is traditional, observational oil painting. I sit and paint with an easel, solvent, brushes, and the same set of oil paints that I am familiar with. I want to be as direct as possible, I want my tools to be as simple as possible. Like Uglow, I find value in the time I spend with the subjects I am painting. On a tour of my hypothetical studio, a visitor would see a table with these paints and brushes, an easel, a sketchbook and paintings on the wall. ‘The Gift’ and ‘Spacecraft’ might be sitting on a chair. The ideas in these books, the concept of emergence, the philosophy of object oriented ontology, are all swimming around in my head, but they are not the reason I paint. I paint because I want to learn something new about what is right in front of me. What reflection has given to my practice is the idea that to begin a painting is to begin a conversation with the objects around me and the world I inhabit. Reading Hyde and Morton has heightened my reverence for these things that make up my environment, and which I am drawn to paint. Uglow and Arikha have provided examples of value generated from simple observation. I have a show coming up this spring and as I prepare, I am thinking of Arikha, and seeing the socks on my floor with a new sense of value, I am thinking about my front door that has been kicked open so often the paint has worn away at foot level, and I am excited to get painting.
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